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OH WOW SE7EN CAN SING. o.O
and dance too.
he reminds me of justin timberlake!!!! so hotts. =D=D

stepping on your garbage 11:40 PM

怎么会有这种我不懂的事情
保持的沉默已经过了多久
隐瞒着我的秘密还有多少我通通无知

我怎么会不知道自己的情况
怎么一直没疑问地过生活
我难道没想到有这个可能而又是事实

我意料不到竟然有这种令我失望的事
你怎么做得到根本没有眨过眼的一次
你的谎言我现在才发现我在黑暗中的事实

我想象不到竟然有这种令我难过的事
我对你的依靠原来你没有珍惜过一日
渐渐被逼到的极限对你的信任就到此为止

stepping on your garbage 8:34 PM

BUY OUR CD. for a preview, pm me on msn, if i'm not online leave me an online message so i can get back to you. =D $11, 7 songs. and ofcourse a budding star, chan yan ru. xD

stepping on your garbage 12:33 AM

my life sucks. i hate it and i wish i could change it.

but i can't and i have to live it but why. why can't i change my life. why don't i have the courage, the strength, the confidence. the ability. fuck i'm stupid.

so what if my grades suck, eh? i don't want to do anything related to what i'm doing now. i don't even know what i want to do, damn it.

screw everything i'm supposed to stand for, i want to stand for myself.

stepping on your garbage 9:35 PM

好想去追求梦想。。。

做不到。

stepping on your garbage 1:11 AM

CSS2

KOH ZHENGNING! wo yong yuan zhi chi ni!!!!

omgomgomg

she's so hawt.

ZHENGNING ROCK ON YOU DA BEST YOU GONNA SHOW THE WORLD WHAT YOU'RE MADE OF AND YOU ARE SO COOL chiobuus.

<3

SUPPORT ZHENGNING!

she will totally go ALL THE WAY.

like really till the end end end and she will WIN.

OF COURSE, JJ!!!!!!! dearest sweetest most adorable JJ, you are a star.

thanks for shopping with me the other day you MUST wear those shoes.

SUPPORT JJ!!!!!

sorry for the unevenness in length but no, it doesn't mean i support anyone more than anyone YES both of you will be the last 2. yeah babehss.

stepping on your garbage 11:48 PM

wow been a long time. life's been draggy. havent achieved much in the past weeks... i got a new PB 387 which i don't really count as my PB cos i didn't train for MONTHS before that and they counted most of my 9.9s as 10s.

anyway. i just finished watching 恶魔在身边 and i really liked it. it was stupid but ohwell. taiwanese dramas rock.

and i've been writing songs. and omg yah 2 out of 10 of the css finalists are from RG! woohoo. jj and zhengning. how pro is that la.

i shall use chinese! heehee. i have a sudden obssession with chinese.

对啊说到这几天，真的没有做大好事，连怀小事都没做。哈哈。。。今天有2.4 PFT，我跑到最后一圈了都不知道嘞，害我最后一圈真地把我的 timing 加了好多 time. 可惜啦。就是失败者啦！

哇塞，打华文字真得很慢。

forget it la. anyway nat and i did a draft recording of our song.. and then i freakin sound like a 5 year old kid trying to sing a love song la.. sucks. i hope i'll be able to change my ever-so-changeable voice on the real recording day which will probably be next tuesday. screw.

really, recently life has been nothing but 无聊。

only thing i've been doing is listening to songs and dreaming, and saving money of course.

EH EVERYBODY READING DONATE TO THE HELP SANDRA BUY A KEYBOARD FUND.

[A Yamaha keyboard costs >S$1000. Help SANDRA get a keyboard to fulfill her dream (of one day selling her songs somewhere) by DONATING! every cent counts!]

yah. i wrote something like that on our class whiteboard. xD whatever i'm so pathetic.

save me from the well
i'm diggin' by myself
you
don't
know
a thing about me

so get out of my sight
leave my lonely nights
do
you
know
that i surrender to my life

stepping on your garbage 9:01 PM