Wednesday, July 05, 2006
just to clarify things.. no gf no bf here. just gf as in good friend and bf as in best friend? yeah.
i'm drawing cai tao kueh. i'm resting now cos i have a backache from bending over and currently it looks like a pebble beach with some seaweed stuck in between the pebbles. >< cries.
training really sucked in the beginning of today. then it got quite okay in the middle 49s and 98s and 49s and stuff. towards the end it started getting bad again so i packed.
we were trying to teach the big guy how to sound more MAN. operation MANgzhe.
it's a bit mean i think, to try get him become someone he's not.. but it seems like he wants it too. i still feel bad.. but. sigh. nevermind. i'll just tell him to be himself the next time i see him..
the start of today was rocky too. my dad wanted me to go to taiwan and i didnt really want to cos i thought no one else was going and i thought i'd die there from over exposure to chinese. then at training i found out that the bird and the teddy bear were going too. so i got happy again. then i came home to the horror of bio PT being due early next week and started stressing out. =P
other than that, my mind's filled with so many things. i told jiao lian about them and i realised she's actually really nice and caring and stuff. some things there isn't much we can do about, but for the things we can, let's all try hard to solve the problems.
i'm worried about so many people... it's freaky why so many people start to break and freak out at the same time. it's scary when u feel like u're the only one who's okay and ur friends are all.. not so okay..
but thank God i have people who are stronger than me to encourage me that they're alright too.
and for classmates who tell you the geog FA can be done in point form.
the world becomes a lot brighter when u know stuff like that.
so.. let's look at the bright side of the situations we're in and be happy about what we have. =]
stepping on your garbage