Tuesday, July 04, 2006
noo.. this isn't happening. NOOOOOOO.
pistol did well. but NOOOOO. no. this isn't happening. i was sad then i did maths and got the news from the pistolers. then i was happy and excited and hyper. and now. no... HOW COME THIS CAN HAPPENN. it's not supposed to. today was supposed to be a good day turned really really really good. BUT. no. SHIT.
this sucks. really bad..
i asked the dude about it. then. SHIT LA. now i'm sad too.
it's hard to have a good friend.. cos then when ur good friend is sad. u can't help being sad too. u can't help but share it. and when it's this.. it's not good. i don't know how to cheer him up but i can't do anything else either.
i really care. and i'm worried when he's like that. really worried.
if u're reading this, I LOVE YOUU!!!
sigh. don't be sad about it okay. just heck it. it doesn't matter does it? nah. nothing matters!! nothing matters everyone's gonna die anyway so don't spoil ur life like me. just LIVE IT. and do it the best way you can. and just.. HECK EVERYTHING. and be happy.
you only have one life. you have only one chance to experience this minute, this second, this NOW. don't waste it.. it's your choice whether you want to use it well and be happy, and it's your choice to screw it up being sad and disappointed and regretting stuff. so what are u gonna doo! please please please. spend it well.
i would spend it with you if i could but at the moment i can't cos i'm in school and u're far away in yishun. so.. i'm sorry. just CHEER UP okayy! *HUG*
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