Friday, July 07, 2006
resting. though i should be resting away from the comp.
shoulders aching thanks to my terrible posture.
eyes hurt a bit. they're feeling rather dry.. computer, training, computer again. i wonder how computer pros manage to stay in front of the computer the whole day. *blink*
i haven't done my tuition homework.. thank goodness i told my teacher i had no time. so i don't have that much. SIGH.
bio pt.. came up with the meal and stuff already. but i dont know how to format it and put in the comparisons and stuff. crud..
why am i blogging this! training wasn't very good today. inconsistent. really inconsistent. shows i need to train more. sigh.. i'm so tired. and my dad won't let me train any more than i already do.
i can't wait for nationals to be over then i'd have a HUGE load off my back. focus on my piano and my studies. hoping things would be better then.. oh no i think today i realised that the 15th is open house. i think we're dead. nats are on 19th. 15th is before 19th. we don't exactly have the time to WORRY about open house. i think i'm too irresponsible.. no matter how hard i try to be responsible and organised, i just can't keep my mind on ONE thing at a time very well, so i can't focus. unless i'm doing maths then i forget everything else but that's an exception.
i think i need a break. but i can't have a break! break as in. not the kind of break i'm having now but a break from the stuff i'm doing. my health is deteriorating.
AH nevermind. i shall be strong and withstand this challenge that God put me here to face.
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