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WOW. i'm happy. i haven't been so happy in AGES and today i'm SO happy i don't even know why.

good things have happened today. EXCEPT today's maths lesson which was SO boring cos i didn't understand a thing and i almost fell asleep if not for smsing in class.

YAY.

first, my cold/flu/viral thing seems to have taken a HUGE turn since yesterday. it suddenly feels a WHOLE lot better. maybe it's that horrible chinese tea thing that my mum bought for me. seriously, no pain no gain. it tasted like SHIT. in the mouth it's bearable, but once it's swallowed/gulped, O_O it's SO bitter that i took about half and hour to drink ONE cup cos i kept staring at it. plus it smells terrible. BUT ANYWAY i feel so much better today which is GOOD.

second, i finally finished the letter i've been writing. basically went on about how happy i was. wrote some random nonsense and stuff.

third, there was career guidance today! apparently i'm gonna be in the artistic industry in the future. according to that test. but they didn't ask any questions about animals though.. second in line was social stuff like counselling? third was the sciency stuff.

fourth, I DON'T KNOW! i'm just so happy. i went to class, didn't sleep. assembly and bio were freaking HOT like anything BUT i was happy. then during career guidance a dearest most adorablest little girl was sitting next to me and we started talking about morrison. i think i like morrison.

physics was good. we were talking about ultrasound and stuff. then i'm doing the PT with the same dearest little morrison crazy partner. which is a nice change from d'old people.

YAY I'M HAPPY I DON'T BELIEVE IT. i thank jasper for knocking some sense into me yesterday. i think that's the main cause of my happiness. i've decided to FORGET the thing that's been troubling me since it's such a pathetic little matter that has the power to kill me if i let it but is NOTHING compared to my ability to listen to my big brother and FORGET. so that rocks cos i'm OVER it.

WOOHOO.

thank You God! and Lord thank You for the time of trial and sadness i just went through because it taught me how to be happy.

THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO'S HELPED TOO!! =D

stepping on your garbage 2:38 PM