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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

i havent posted a real post in a long time. ahwells.

i will!

today has been a good day.

ENGLISH EXPO IS OVER! =D i am so happy you won't believe it.
oh and today i zaoed from RS early, went for some briefing and form taking for that taiwan thing. i think i'm freaked out by the taiwan thing already. >< we'll be learning chinese the whole day. i'm SO dead.. but! let's look on the bright side! maybe my chinese will improve! wonderfuls.

haha. nevermind expo is over i screwed it and all but at least it's over i can't worry about it anymore.

bleah. i want to change my template. when i'm free-er maybe. mm. holidays are coming. but i think i'll be busier during the holidays than now. a lot of things to do.. =( makes me wonder why holidays are called holidays.

AAAHH. holidays! i have RS on the same day as my piano exam. CRIES. i hope i dont miss RS.

ahwellss.. what can i do if i have to. =(

nevermind today's supposed to be a good day! i'm happy! whee. later my parents going for cellgroup. =] some privacy for a short while..

haha yes i feel bored. there isn't anyone online. maybe i should bathe first. mm. good idea. i shall bathe after i finish this post. and yes i'm quite happy cos people are blogging (at least a little bit) in the shooting blog!

oh and i kinda just "heard" that 3 people - unexpected (by me) ones - were asked to go for interview for RI shooting captainship. and peng was one of them. PENG. as in zhou penghui? yes. HORRORS ri shooting is going to die! DIE! DIEEE! compared to jy.. ah no one can compare to jy. he's proded. ><

ah my dad has to make me feel unhappy again. he just came in and gave those resentful sarcastic laughs. he's so weird. ah nevermind i should really stop complaining i think complaining is bad for health!

YAY EVERYBODY LET'S DRINK MORE WATER!
stepping on your garbage 7:10 PM

Sunday, August 27, 2006

You Are 70% Psychic

You are pretty psychic. While you aren't Miss Cleo, you've got a little ESP going on. And although you're sometimes off on your predictions... You're more often right than wrong So go with your instincts - you know more than you think

You Are 88% Pure

You're so innocent, it's almost like you're not human. Taking this test is probably the naughtiest thing you've done in a while!

You Are 24% Shy

You are slightly shy, but overall, your reactions to social situations are normal. You dread difficult social situations, but you still handle them with grace.

You Are 24% Paranoid Schizophrenic

You're pretty grounded, though you have your occasional paranoid moments. Just make sure to ignore those voices in your head!

You Are Batman

Billionaire playboy by day. Saving the world by night. And you're not even a true superhero. Just someone with a lot of expensive toys!

stepping on your garbage 10:05 PM

Saturday, August 26, 2006

you don't know what i feel do you?
in the shadow of your pride
in the shadow of my pride
we both don't know.

it's painful, this.
you never fail to upset my balance
the balance i create
when i feel like everything's upside down.

the world overturns again
swimming in dark water

i struggle to find my footing
only for a current to sweep it away
a current - words
tonality of that sound.

a warm gentle current pushes me back up
catches me as i fall
enfolds me in comfort
surrounds me with peace

but the harshness of the cold water
pounds against my body
despite the blanket
beating, punishing

it seeps through me
stealing the warmth in me
rivers out of me, erodes
crevasses scarred deep

life prevails, deceives me
cons me of my emotions
extorts serenity, joy, love

and dimensions unfold
but i find myself lost
in the mazes laid before me

can you tell?
stepping on your garbage 11:30 PM

Thursday, August 24, 2006

i'm practicing for my speech.

i'm practicing for my speech.

i'm practicing for my speech.

i'm practicing for my speech.

yes i am.




i'm practicing for my speech.

i'm getting quite bored. but i guess i have to you know. it's tomorrow.

i'm practicing for my speech.

hmm. i wonder what everyone else is doing. but i know..

i'm practicing for my speech.

i'm practicing for my speech.i'm practicing for my speech.i'm practicing for my speech.

i'm practicing for my speech.
i'm practicing for my speech.
i'm practicing for my speech.
i'm practicing for my speech!!!!!
stepping on your garbage 10:40 PM

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

today did lsl! so funn.

i feel so happy helping to deliver the food. =D

haha we did the outskirts delivery today! went to bendemeer road and whampoa. was quite slack though. not as tiring as the toa payoh one. AT ALL. super slack.. sat in bus most of the time. half the time in fact. especially the trip to whampoa! took like.. 45 mins? damn long. oh but then there was this group of gangster-ey people smoking and drinking near this block we delievered food to. one guy asked us which school we're from then evee said lai fo shi. then after that i said my mummy said not to talk to strangers! then she said later they beat us up. so i suppose that it was a good idea to tell them where we were from. >< what can they do..? hmm. ah well. it was a bit scary cos when we came out that guy was kinda staring at us? evee seemed more scared than me so i let her walk on the side further away from them xD

but ya it was fun. enjoyed today pretty much. RS was quuiite interesting cos we had a music arrangement talk from this pro arranger called derrick chua? or derek chua? however you spell the derrick. quite funky i suppose. but he was SLIGHTLY boring telling us about his stories with stars and producers etc. =P he's good friends with huang yida! how cool is that. okay nevermind. not cool.

anyway. i think today was a relatively good day! =D

am i boring you? (not my fault you chose to read my blog) if i am sorry. i have no jokes to tell. but i have info! bus 21 takes really long to get from the bendemeer area to the whampoa area. i should go search an alternative method.

okay i should go do maths. i'm quite scared for maths cos usually during maths i feel kinda smart cos i know how to do, but today i didn't know how to do and i felt stupid and cos of that i'm scared. ><

ah well. i go now byebye!
stepping on your garbage 7:59 PM

Sunday, August 20, 2006

that was so emo. *points at previous posts*

i feel a LOT better today!!

thanks naomi leonard ken carol!

the great and wonderful people who talked to me yesterday when i was feeling sadddd. thanks. naomi who tried so hard to cheer me up and got sad cos i didn't get cheered up thanks and i'm sorry. leonard who tagged nice encouraging stuffs and is available to BUG anytime. ken who talked to me until 2.56am despite my phone's greatness. carol who shared my sentiments and tried to help me feel like there was someone there who "knows the feeling".

i feel blessed.

anyway. church was okay today. pastor christopher chee preached his message: quit! quite funny towards the end when everyone was enjoying saying "sucker". cos he said that satan likes sucking us into the world. hahaha. funny dude.

i shall complete next week with optimism and happiness! or try to. smiling everyday isn't easy but we can all try!!!!
stepping on your garbage 4:42 PM

Saturday, August 19, 2006

read my nick. stop pretending.

trying.

somehow it doesn't work anymore.

it's the pretence i tell you. i hate it.

it really spoils everything for me.

if not for it, the world would feel like heaven right now, but it doesn't.

i wish there wasn't the pretence. at all.


all that. it was a pretence. it was planned. it was what you were told to do, asked to do.

i really hate it. i really detest it. i can't believe the superficiality.

stop it. just forget it. i'm trying to just completely FORGET my STUPIDITY and no one's helping.





and i'm crying like shit in front of the computer now and i feel really stupid cos my mum's going to come in and not even notice. my dad came in. sat down behind me and he didn't notice. my sister came in, looked at my dp and didn't notice either.





you may get it, but. pretence. it breaks my heart.

really.

why not you just stop it altogether.
i already know what's behind the facade.
stepping on your garbage 10:45 PM

i haven't seen you in a long time
but i don't miss you
i don't know you
but i don't want to

you don't really care about me
but neither do i care about you
what the hell are you talking about
i don't actually care much

you're a really nice guy
but i don't think so at all
you don't talk much
but i want you to shut up anyway

i wish you would just go away completely
cos sticking around won't do you any good
it won't do me any good
i don't want to care about you
just leave if you want to
go away leave me alone

i really really hate you.











can you tell the lies apart?
stepping on your garbage 4:52 PM

Thursday, August 17, 2006

i think people who read my blog would think i'm a mood swingy nutty person.

state of euphoria: HAHAHA I FEEL SO HAPPY NOW.

today, is the happiest day of my life.

CHINESE PT IS FINALLY OVER.

LIKE WOWWWWW. and it wasn't too bad either. =D elated. ecstatic. exhilatarated.

=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D

phew. ohwell. physics SPA was REALLY screwed. -_- but nevermind. chinese pt is over.

HAHA something funny happened. my dad called 1777 and said "hello may i have the number for scanteak?"

..hilarious. but embarrassing i suppose.

and today in school. the staffroom @ queen was evacuated cos of bees. then (i don't know who) came and told us not to open our windows. and then they fumigated the place! then it stank. then joyce said she was going to die of suffocation. yes, joyce. the one who said ever so innocently: "potassium is a metal?"

it's kinda been a great day. i wonder why i've been having an up down up down thing regarding my spirts for the past 4 days.

my bro is back!!!!!! from reservist. =D he bought us some REALLY cool stuff that's sooo cute. so funny. basically mine are marshmallows, but the packaging is that, of SANITARY PADS. and it's sophie brand. cheater. xD he bought my sister plasters (chocolate).

amusing... and he's SOO black, when he came out of his room i started laughing cos i'm facing it and he COMPLETELY blended in with the door.

okay that's mean but i have sharon sits next to me.

i mentioned so many names in my post today! oh dear. but nevermind! i feel happy. =]

stepping on your garbage 7:35 PM

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

I HATE IT.

I HATE THE WAY YOU NEVER PRAISE ME WHEN I DO SOMETHING RIGHT.
HOW THE ONLY THING YOU SAY IS "okay" WHEN I GET 34/35 FOR MATHS.
HOW YOU GO ON AND ON SAYING "I TOLD YOU SO" WHEN I'M WRONG.
HOW YOU KEEP SAYING I'M DOING NONSENSE WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT I'M DOING.
HOW YOU GET SO SARCASTIC WHEN I ALREADY FEEL LIKE CRYING.
HOW YOU GO "now you cry, i told you..." WHEN I DO CRY.

how i never ever ever get ANY encouragement.

DON'T YOU GET IT
all i need is understanding.
sympathy.
ENCOURAGEMENT.


i really hope i'm never like that when i become a parent.







my kids would hate me.
stepping on your garbage 7:21 PM

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

i'm finishing up the last bit of our chinese PT! =D doing the ppt and stuff. so happy. tomorrow hand up!

then after that i go do the maths assignment which i probably wouldnt know how to do considering my dumbness. XD

ohwell. i'm happy. slightly worried about my english oral next week cos i'm really bad at writing speeches. okay i'm really bad at writing anything other than weird random stuff.

whee. nevermind i'm happy today. you see how emo i was yesterday? it was a really bad day. i forgot to pray th night before!

but today! =D last night i said sorry then i prayed and then today was a good day. funny how sometimes the little things you do, God sees and notices. funny how He really treasures the time you spend with Him. funny how we don't realise this and think He's being mean. funny how we don't realise that all He wants is for us to communicate with Him and build our relationships with Him.

funny how all the good things come, right when we ask Him and trust Him.

FUNNY HOW I'M TYPING SO MANY FUNNY HOWS. =P
stepping on your garbage 7:25 PM

Monday, August 14, 2006

the worst is yet to come.

i'm afraid of what may come, i really am. though it is for you, i do not know my footing. i lose courage and my knees buckle. i don't know what i can do to change this.

i don't know what is to come, i don't know why this happens.

i've given up trying because everything i do is useless, fruitless, senseless, hopeless, resultless.

sometimes i don't understand myself.

i'm sorry if i caused any trouble.




I'M GONNA FAIL CHINESE PT!!
stepping on your garbage 10:10 PM

DEATH HAS BEFALLEN ME.

it's a disease. epidemic. disaster.
stepping on your garbage 9:19 PM

truth sets us free, but every so often it hinders us.

i hope emotions are but a lie, as the truth will bind me and keep me from my mind, my flight. i hope hearsay does not drain, life and truth, emotion, sanity. i hope this fails us not, deception does not hold, acknowledgement is not grasped. i hope nothing abates to nothing, surrender is not defeat, defeat is not loss. what do you know now?

surrender.
stepping on your garbage 3:51 PM

Sunday, August 13, 2006

hello i'm back again. currently writing the end part of the individual part of my PT.. *feels accomplished*

i was just thinking. i had something to blog about earlier on today but didn't find the time to. it's kind of "complaining" about my parents, but it applies to others in general too.(i was quite pissed at that time)

sometimes i really HONESTLY think that my parents are naive. despite their many years of experience in this world, i'm a 100% sure they haven't seen much of what i've seen. they're only so-called "experts" in their own fields, my dad's business background, my mum's.. shopping? background and her hard life as a kid.
sure, they know what's going on in the world, but somehow they're still stuck at where they used to be. they don't know what's going on in society nowadays. they don't know much about teenagers now. yes, they were once teenagers and they've been through "everything", but they haven't been through the things happening in this day, the struggles suffered by teenagers now.
they think it's a really big deal that someone has anorexia. but it's almost commonplace fare. teenagers suffer depression. they ask "why", blinded, ignorant.
they hardly know what pressure we have in today's society, especially in education. they think it's the same because we're all smarter than they were generations before. they say "i could study, i could pass chinese, why can't you?" they say "even your sister passed chinese, you cannot?" they say "how can anyone fail english?"

i try to explain to them, but as mentioned, they're still stuck in where they used to be, what they imagine things to be like. unfortunately, the world's not so nice anymore and people don't all pass english, you can't just MUG for chinese and pass.

it's different. and they don't really know.

i think they even think i'm always happy and carefree, i have no worries, i have no plans for myself.

three words: they know little.

frankly, i hope that, in the future (if there is one), i will be able to change with the times. i hope that i'll understand. i hope that i'll know what really is going on.

i guess i can only hope. a fragile thing, hope is.
stepping on your garbage 1:27 AM

i am telling everyone on this earth, PLANET SHAKERS RULE. ultraviolet!


HAHA i was sticking to my kor the whole night cos i didn't exactly know anyone else. okay i did but they knew the people i didn't know. and well. MY KOR ROCKS.

i think today's experience was good, but probably not great. the spiritual impact wasn't there, and i suppose it was just a fun time.. jumping, worshipping, praising.. i didn't really feel God's presence there no matter how many times the preacher said It was. It probably was. He probably was there. but i couldn't feel it.. and that's just really sad.

BUT ANYWAY. i drank pepsi!

ok random. i'm doing my chinese PT now so i think i should shut up and do. such a short short post. i have stuff to write, but that will be in my diary and not for the whole world to see. xD
stepping on your garbage 12:18 AM

Saturday, August 12, 2006

whee. yesterday my sister had her birthday party! and i finally met her bf HAHA. but so did my parents. xD no offense, but he's such a SOFTIE. he didn't know how to start up the barbeque, light the fire starters (he took the match out for goodness' sake), etcetc. but he helped my sis chop veggies. -__- riiiiggghtt. okay i'm being mean but nevermind. he's easy to bully.

but no la he's actually very very nice. even though it was the first time i ever saw him or talked to him, when i did talk to him it felt as if i'd known him for a long time now. i thought that was cool. i could even scream his name to amplify my mum's calling him and tug at his shirt and whine. HAHAA. but i thought that was really cool.

my sister has a few FUN friends. both guys and girls!! sadly, it so happens i only talked to them at night. so i was quite bored almost the whole time there. haha yup. i tell you there's this guy named jon kwok. he's HILARIOUS. and he agrees with me (somehow)! that people get more boring as they get older (he's kinda "old" too). but he's super funny. i was going on about how i have no life then all of them were trying to convince me to enjoy my life in secondary school. THEN my sis came over and said something about maple and how i could complain i have no life when i keep playing maple (technically i don't KEEP playing maple). then jon kwok was like "IT IS NO LIFE MANN!!" haha. funny right. then he was doing weird stuff and making me copy his actions. then they were arguing whether i looked more like p6 or sec1. -__- and THEN. that ex-rg gep girl came! then jon kwok pointed to me and said "she's mini you!" then she said must enjoy my life in RG cos secondary school years are the best years in your life. and i looked at her and said "but i don't like it" in this whiny tone. then everyone laughed. i didn't get the joke... ohwell. she was from ODAC! xD

ohwell it was quite fun towards the end when i started talking to that bunch of funny people. but initially, it was. draggyyy.=(

BUT I LOVE YOU SISTAAA. YOU DA BEST. XD rock on okay!! *hugss* and happy birthday! i think it was a happy one wasnt it! =D glad for you! haha. and i hope i helped.. =)
stepping on your garbage 11:36 AM

Friday, August 11, 2006

=D i created a shooting blog! for rgshooting! =D=D=D=D=D

it's at http://shootmedownbad.blogspot.com and SOO many people haven't accepted the invite! =(

haha. i think it's cool to have a blog for the club. so i copied the rjshooting people. but sadly the skin sucks =(=( i will try to make it better! hopefully.

YAY. i'm having lunch now. i realised recently i've been eating really really really really slowly. even slower than my mum. who eats really realy really slowly. is that good? my tummy gets filled faster too.. sigh.

but nevermind. yesterday was a memorable day. i felt something i doubt i've ever felt before.. at first i didn't know what it was at all. then after i moped around a bit i realised what it was. utmost respect and admiration.. and for those i've told, you know! but the rest of the world doesn't so yup. the feeling was really weird. ahwell...

tomorrow's my sister's birthday. but her party's today. 21st birthday.. amazing. i feel really happy cos she liked the present i got for her and she was so happy when she saw it i feel so happy too. and i feel quite bad because today's supposed to be "dedicated" to her but then.. i'm kinda doing my chinese PT and stuff and i haven't managed to help her out at all. i hope today's a good day for her cos she's been a great sister, a wonderful friend, a caring mentor, a listening ear, a wonderful source of snacks and everything i could ask for in a sister. despite our MANY differences, we've never really quarrelled and i have her to thank for that, her being the elder sister, and i really really love her. it's quite hard to imagine that she's 21 now.. it seemed so recent that she was still playing pretend with me, having "camp-outs" under tables with blankets draped over. a few years back i couldn't believe she was going to JC. because just another few years before my brother was in JC and he seems so much older. but time passes by with no one noticing and now she's 21 - adulthood! she's grown so much over the years, that even my 6-year-younger eyes notice the change. to me she's all ready to fend for herself in this world no matter how my parents think otherwise, and basically all i really want to say is, happy birthday jie! =]

i should go finish eating now. blog again sometime.
stepping on your garbage 2:25 PM

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

i think.. i think... i think....

i don't think.

SIGH. chinese PT will die. i'm very scared.. i really can't fail chinese anymore. as long as i pass i have HOPE of getting 3.6 and HOPE of a LIFE. i really hope things work out fine though i think my horrible chinese would screw up everything and that's.. sad. argh. i can't stand it. nevermind. i felt quite happy this morning then after piano i didn't feel so happy anymore now i feel stressed up and depressed. =P

ah nevermind. i want to DIE. no i don't. life is a wonderful thing that we shouldn't give up just like that.

mm. i have those smiley things on my elbow that doesn't become a sad face when i straighten my arm. i think i should learn from it. it's kinda like i shouldn't get discouraged no matter how STRETCHED i feel. xD

alright i'm starting to feel lame again which is good. heehee. oh yea.. to someone out there. you wouldn't know who you are, but erm. nevermind. clams rule.

NDP's on tv now. wish i could watch but i'm here feeling sad. i think it would waste more time watching than if i finish this post and start on my PT.

sometimes i really hate school.


yet other times i love school.
especially for giving me my friends and my cca. and my friends from my cca. and the other friends i made from being in my cca.

sigh.







i like my playlist.
stepping on your garbage 7:55 PM

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

i'm DEAD. CHINESE PT. DEAADDD. i think i'll go do after i blog this. hahaha something funny happened yesterday!! at SAFRA!

i was glaring at a certain J2 person that coach was giving massage to. xD
THEN she said something like my 胆子很大. 看大哥哥看到这样. then she went on to say sandra naughty girl.

SO FUNNY.

okay anyway. things were not all good and sunny though.. i think i made a mistake. it's a mistake that has little or no chance to be corrected by us for the next one year, and by then things may change and not allow me to correct the mistake i made. i hope things work out.. it was a grave mistake that might even affect out entire club. the effort we are trying to put in, to help the club, it may be smashed by that one mistake. if not smashed, the effect of our efforts may be greatly decreased. ultimately there is a negative impact, and it could have been avoided, if we had put more thought and care into our decision.. if only we had a chance to observe the situation for a longer time. i don't know how it would be, though. i just really hope that the mistake can correct itself and not wait for us to remove it. but i don't know if that's possible.

but ahwell, looking on the bright side (which is what we should ALL do), we brought the sec1s to SAFRA. i'm not sure how they feel about it though. we gave them a pep talk thing in that dark corner at the end, and i think there was a major impact on their attitudes towards shooting. that's good. =]

so i guess i should just forget the bad stuff for the time being. haha.. you know, my phone wallpaper says "just forget it". haha it's good regarding emotional matters, but not others. i've been forgetting a LOT of things lately. haha it's quite funny to a certain extent. but not very funny sometimes. i even forgot to pass the interhouse results and stuff over.. =( feels guilty.

ohwell today was national day celebrations. it was quite fun i think. funner than i remembered it to be last year. maybe it was the company and my mood. =] after that there were speech day rehearsals (i think receiving prizes is troublesome) which lasted until about 2pm. then i went with a TALL person to go walk around orchard and buy my sis her present! =D

found this AMAZING bag shop. imitation but good. =D cheap too. haha got one for my sis then i felt bad so i got her shorts too. (hopes she doesn't read this till she gets the present) xD but it was fun i guess. walking around. the first part wasn't cos we couldn't find anything suitable. =P HAHA then tall person's friend RX was in heeren (where we also were) with his friends then we started playing cat and mouse. up and down the escalators just so we could LOOK DOWN at the other group from the higher level. it was SO funny.



and tadaa there they are the lead characters. WE WON.
well yes anyway i gotta zao and do my pt. =D
stepping on your garbage 9:10 PM

Saturday, August 05, 2006

OKAY technically, i can't go for RS on tuesday cos the stupid speech day rehearsal ends at 3, which is the time RS ends. WOW. sigh. i think speech day rehearsals waste a lot of time. i mean, from 10am to 3pm isn't very short.

anyway. i feel REALLY REALLY stupid. i didn't bring home the books for my chinese PT again. and we're meeting tomorrow. great. now we have to do it by memory. sighhh. i'm so dumb! and careless and forgetful and muddleheaded and everything else. =P

i can't wait for tuesdayy!! i hope we have enough ties... i realised dad only has one really RED tie. the other two solid reddish things are rust/maroon coloured. then there's those reddish things which patterns. there's one with like black stripey things. which is cool! so i have about 4 "red" ties. =D

i have nothing much to blog about.. met up with my friend on yesterday after school. had lunch at macs at bugis. after 5 and a half years. amazing. i'm jealous everyone's so tall! but then again he was always tall. since 5 and a half years ago. he was on the top row in the class photo! XD

okay random. today MS was interesting. they'd been doing this for the past two weeks but i didn't go the past two weeks cos i had tuition. anyway. it was interesting. but i didn't feel the impact during healing.. i only felt something during the message about how what we think controls our lives. Proverbs 23:7 (KJV) says, for as he thinketh in his heart, so is he.

4 functions of the mind:
1. memorizes
2. imagines
3. recalls and replays
4. forgets

Pastor Rony mentioned that sometimes we embelish a thought - we imagine, we tweak it such that we convince ourselves into believing an imagination, by obssessing over it. while people think about bad things, when people expect the worst to come, we become what we think of. in a way, we prophesize our future in our heads. Some people mix memories from reality with their imaginations, and are blinded as to what is the truth - what really did happen, and what did not.

tell you the truth, i do that. i think of things, i remember them. then i forget which one really happened. it's a bit screwed, but i can't really do much about it. thank God the things in my life aren't really that important yet. i still have time to change things..

and Pastor highlighted forget. our mind has the ability to forget things, so we should forget what we ought to and remember what we ought to. take for example a heartache. the pain, the agony, the torture and suffering that one goes through in a heartbreaking moment. some people would say they can never forget it. but actually you can. you may never forget the person and what the person did, what you did, etc, but you forget the pain. it's something.. we ought to forget. because it only pulls us down.

so in conclusion, let's all forget the bad things, remember the good things. look FORWARD to the future, expect a victory, and with God's joy as our strength, we will ultimately live a happy, rich and fulfilling life.

=D i think i like MS a lot.
stepping on your garbage 10:17 PM

Thursday, August 03, 2006

whee. GEOG IS OVER. CHINESE IS OVER.

okay 2 down, 3 projects, 1 oral, 1 expository essay to go.

=D

nevermind i'm still happy.

haha NAOMI IF YOU'RE READING THIS GUESS WHY I'M HAPPY. xD
clams rule.

mmmmmmmhmmmmmm. i feel good nanananananana. knew that i would nanananananana.

today interhouse was good! everything went smoothly. results are out! =D okay i calculated the results.

Club Members:
1st: waddle
2nd: tarbet
3rd: buckle
4th: hadley
5th: richardson

(i'm only sure about 1st and 2nd though)

Non-Club Members
1st: buckle
2nd: waddle
3rd: tarbet
4th: richardson
5th: hadley

yes. so waddle kind of rocked. but i still dont really like waddle. i dont like yellow! i want to be in richard!! blue is such a rocking colour. like MORRISON. so many nice people are in morrison..

ahwell that's not the point.

mm. next week's a relatively busy week despite the holidays..
after celebrations there's speech day rehearsals (which are, by the way, wasting my time! sometimes i'd rather not receive anything. =P). then i gotta go to the lee wei siong school of music for RS. hrm.. still need to compose the song.

wednesday i have piano in the morning! then national day. thursday not much though. maybe i have LSL. anyway. then friday i have my sis' birthday. saturday. PLANET SHAKERS WILL ROCK THE EAST OF SINGAPORE. and i stay in the east of singapore so that's good. oh and on saturday i have tuition too..

okay so it's ot really busy. but i have the projects remember!!! haha.

anyway i'm taking really long to blog this post cos i'm on the phone with someone and i'm kinda typing with one hand so funny.

mm SIGH i haven't trained in such a long timee! i miss everyone so much. i miss safra. and i need to pass people letters. XD haha and i'm owed hugs too. i want a hug.. tell you who gives the best hugs! okay i want to make it anonymous. erm. that tall person whose face is like a horse's, hands like a chimp's and ears like an elephants. put all together it doesn't really look that bad. he's just really BIG to me. >< but big and nice to hug. wheee.


okay that was random. i think i should just publish this really really random post. i feel so free now i could jump off a building and actually fly! hahaha. i dont know why really. =]
stepping on your garbage 8:35 PM

Me
sandra
200291
rgs 112'04
rgs 213'05
rgs 313'06
raffles shooting
rifle 706862
LE tampines

People
a bunch of weird RI guys
abiho
alice
ally
bird
charissa
cheechee
chermaine poon
cjyfc
daniel chia
edmund
evelyn foo
fel
gillian (i.e. my sister)
hsuan
jason
jasper
kenny
kiatwee
leonard(solistice)
leonardleo
lintong
mabelang
michy
mingmei
mingzhe
mr teo
nat
oceana
reuben
RG shooting
RJ shooting
sarahsiaw
serene leong
shawn
stacey
tami
weiling
yitian
zara
zhengning
zhixian

Thrown Away
June 2006
July 2006
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November 2006
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January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
August 2007
November 2007

Credits
li0nheart