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the worst is yet to come.

i'm afraid of what may come, i really am. though it is for you, i do not know my footing. i lose courage and my knees buckle. i don't know what i can do to change this.

i don't know what is to come, i don't know why this happens.

i've given up trying because everything i do is useless, fruitless, senseless, hopeless, resultless.

sometimes i don't understand myself.

i'm sorry if i caused any trouble.

I'M GONNA FAIL CHINESE PT!!

stepping on your garbage 10:10 PM