Sunday, September 17, 2006
i'm feeling pretty confused. i feel really happy and all that? but i feel self depreciative.
i want to embrace the passing moments but not what i conjure in my depths; i love every second of this time but i feel ethereality
i DONT KNOW. I FEEL LIKE SCREWED UP SHIT.
like i love everything around me but i hate what's in the center of it.
like i'm happy with things but not with myself.
like i'm a stupid piece of blubber waiting to be thrown away by a picky teenage schoolgirl. crap.
stepping on your garbage