I HAVE A NEW KORKOR. another one. who's sec 3 too!!!! sorry jason. xD now you're not the one and only.
LIANGZHENXIAO YAY. oh yah he reminds me of everett. and everett's chinese name is xu jie wei. KIATWEE. hahaha FARNY. anyway. YESTERDAY WE WENT TO CLAY PLACE. and we made funny stuff. and then! i made a SHIT piece of art with zhenxiao. as in. piles of shit. xD my first gift from my korkor leh! so happy.
AND THAT FUNNY THEME PARK. and of course my korkor was SUPER NICE. haahahaha. i think i tortured him making him go EVERYWHERE with me xD xD i'm so mean. sigh anyway. he was super nice. grins.
then then. TODAY. in class. my zen DROPPED. >< then i was like pretending to sob. then zhenxiao said "don't worry meimei, korkor fix for you". and everyone in class was like EEEW and goosebumpsie. hahaha. damn gross. but i find it damn freakin funny.
yes anyway. i think i'm gonna go off soon. AND IT'S TIME TO CHEER MINGZHE UP!
MINGZHE I HUG YOU! yay. CHEER UP OKAY BOY. you rock! and we all love you!!!! =D TO FORGET YOU IS FOR THE SKY TO DROP DOWN HAHA. yay.
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1:17 PM
hello i'm BACK again and i'm happier. sleepy though. there's prayer meeting later! whee. today was a fun day. kind of. lessons were as usual but we had ting xie and i got all correct YAY i think we all did xD but anyway then we went here and there and everywhere. some hot springs museum thingamajig. yea! i bought foody things to bring back. hope mum likes em i can't find the muachees. ><
haha anyway yes i have DARLING friends who cheered me up yesterday =D thanks guys!! HAHAH OH today. KIAT WEE DAMN FUNNY. lingmin and bird taught him how to say huanyingguaaaannglin in that ANNOYING act cute voice. kiatwee does it sooo well. xD super funny. and his frown ended up in a pout. xDxD we were like your eyebrows gotta get knotted up to frown then he said "cannot got wrinkle." HAHAHA super funny guy.
yup then on the bus i played the thumb game with ye wei and marvin. then came back stuffed the laundry in, watched bird ALMOST own marvin at pool (only she got the cueball in with the black one) then looked at the others eat their pao mian for a teeny bit of a while then came down here!!! whee.
mum and dad are on honeymoon HAHA. they went to eat scones with tea in a 150 year old german village. =P how SWEET. xD yah okay prayer meeting's about to start in about 15 mins wondering if i should ask ye wei to go whee. hope it'll be good and IMPACTFUL! =D all glory to God.. and the best is yet to be! xD hahaha no auspicium melioris aevi and filiae melioris aevi! hahaha. PATRIOTISM. winky.
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7:43 PM
i'm emoing.
sigh DON'T ask me why. don't tell me don't emo. i feel empty. i feel stupid and empty and even though i have friends around me who care.
there just isn't someone who cares enough it feels like that. i have God, i have friends, i have the internet. but i don't know i just.. i want to cry to someone.. i want to cry on someone's shoulder. that someone... is so far away.
i wonder if you know what i.. mean. i wonder if you care. i wish i could have you but i can't. that's what i think and that's what i think you think. but i feel so lonely without you. i feel so.. silent.
i tried to focus on rationality but it didn't work out. nothing came out of anything. i don't have the courage to face you. the music in my ears block out the world around me. the screen i'm facing shields my eyes. i don't want to see the reality before me. but i feel nothing when you're not here with me. there's an emptiness in me, imprisoned by the power of what i never had. i want you to tell me what you're going through. but i know the only dream that matters wont come true. i needed to not have seen you that day. now i feel so alone i can't forget that feeling i felt when i saw your face through the heads of the crowds. sometimes i wish i never met you just so i wouldn't feel this way. but when i saw you for the first time you struck an impression no one else ever did before. it's not like you were gorgeous or anything like that but i didn't know. i never knew. but i cant help thinking. how much i wish you were here. how much i wish you could be here. how much i wish you'd be here forever.
shut up sandra go away put up that mask and enter the masquerade world. put up that wall and penetrate the fantastical facade.
what else is there to do?
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8:06 PM
yay i'm in taiwan. nobody misses me. BUT NEVERMIND I HAVE NEW FRIENDS HERE. lalalala. life is good the com lab is good the pool tables are good the food is good the weather is good!! yay. but THEN. i miss everyone back home. =(
ah well. later i think we're playing mahjong! HAHA can you believe it i've been writing a DIARY. and keeping it. everyday. for the past. week. =P sad case and i'm getting sian of writing like why write when can SLEEP. okay anyway. i love the com lab.
the weather here is pretty nice cept for those days when it's sunny and hot. then it's really hot. and sometimes hotter than singapore. -__- what are the winter clothes for mann. take up luggage space. AND THEY MADE US BRING SCHOOL UNIFORM. for what. we wore that stupid yellow t shirt for opening ceremony. OKAY LINGMIN WANTS TO TYPE.
HELLO SANDRA'S BLOGREADERS. im freezing. and How to Save a Life is making me cry.
hahahahahahahahahaha i nearly got myself killed by Sandra :D okay back to Sandraaaaa.
HI. I'M BACK. i have very few blogreaders. TODAY I DID CHINESE PAINTING. FUN LEH ANYHOW PAINT. before that we were tying strings into balls. I TIED THREE! yay. they're nice i'm gonna give my sis one. =D
k bird and lingmin are typing on ye wei's msn and telling everyone he's gay. OH WE HAVE FUNNY NAMES FOR THE GUYS.
1. hong xiu is the metal guy/penguin.
2. marvin is the metal sucks/no such thing - obviously/adidas apron/humour rating guy.
3. mingquan is the chinese drama guy.
4. zhenxiao is the lu wei look-a-like. who looks better than the original.
5. kiatwee is the (cute) asshole.
who else is there. cant think properly nevermind.
those are only the not so mean ones. xD the next line is typed by lingmin.
nope it wasnt me! i told the people that bird was mean k. SANDRA YOU'RE MEAN.
k now it's me again. so many things to blog about leh! but cant think of anything when i'm really blogging. sigh suckers. okay.
anyway. the food in everywhere but the hostel rocks. lessons are easier than expected i think they think we're stupid. ><
i slept at 4.45 2 days ago cos i was doing laundry and i had to stay with lingmin who was sleeping on the pool table. xD super cute.
each class has 2 teachers and one of my teachers sucks and one REALLY REALLY ROCKS. i'm in the 2nd top class leh!! OUT OF 4. can you believe it YAY i rock. ahhaaha. okay i like my class. the people! and everything else. we are class 3! yay. haha.
I LIKE THE CHAIR I'M SITTING ON! IT BOUNCES.
ok that was random.
i think i should stop blogging already so long i havent finish yet. haha. k bye. TAKE CARE EVERYBODY.
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8:09 PM
