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I'M BLOGGING AGAIN.

i have been.. HALF HAPPY HALF SAD!

been happy the first half of the week. then since yesterday been sad.

ohwell i wont say why. nevermind.

LIFE KINDA SUCKS NOW COS I HAVE NOTHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO HERE. not anymore. not since the second half of yesterday.

damn and i'm not gonna sleep tonight. hope i have people to talk to...

i hope someone can stay up with me all night! don't have to know how to save a life.

i want someone to rely on
someone i can HUG all i want.
someone's that's not a toy.
someone that gives me hugs too.
someone who's the one i want to rely on.

I WANT MY DADDY. (no i'm joking. ok fine i do want my daddy but i want someone else too)

sigh anyway. we're going for bi ye lu xing tomorrow! 3 days 2 nights! and i hope it's gonna be fun. i hope i can spend QUALITY time with my new friends. i hope i'll be happy. like how i was in the start of the week.

ok byebye i'm gonna SURF.

stepping on your garbage 8:27 PM