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HI THERE. HAHA

recently i have felt stressed. and a lot of things have been on my mind.

i've actually been doing my homework, maybe that's why i'm stressed. ok at least, a BIT.

i'm scared to death of piano because i didn't know i was taking grade 8 >< HAHA. insane but oh so true. i only play piano because i like it and not for the exams! sigh. nevermind.

and then! i hardly have time to train! my tuition teacher! is making me! do one compo! a week! and i have! compos! to do! in school too!!!!!!.

so i have no more free days because one day will be spent doing compos.

and then!!! tomorrow!!! i have a physics test! and an english essay! and then i will DIE and suffer the most horriblest death ever because i HATE expos. and i'm not studying physics! so i'm going to be put in remedial! OMG!

ok i think i'm going to study later but BEEEEEEP.

i am tired. i can't sleep at night because of the thoughts running through my head. i cry before i sleep. at least i have been crying.

and if. if. if. if i had the courage. if i had the courage.. i would be broken.

stepping on your garbage 9:35 PM