我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么 让我诚实一点
诚实 难免有不能控制的宣泄
只要关上了门 不必理谁
一个人坐在空荡包厢里面
手机 让它休息一夜
难 像切歌切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能不能流过十二点
生日快乐 我对自己说
蜡烛点了 寂寞亮了
生日快乐 泪也融了
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
还爱你 带一点恨
还要时间 才能平衡
热恋伤痕 幻灭重生
祝我生日快乐
stepping on your garbage
8:15 PM
well, you let me go.
why did you, anyway,
if she was going to let you go in the end?
Did I disappoint you or let you down? Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown? 'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun, Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won. So I took what's mine by eternal right. Took your soul out into the night. It may be over but it won't stop there, I am here for you if you'd only care. You touched my heart you touched my soul. You changed my life and all my goals. And love is blind and that I knew when, My heart was blinded by you. I've kissed your lips and held your head. Shared your dreams and shared your bed. I know you well, I know your smell. I've been addicted to you. Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. I am a dreamer but when I wake, You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take. And as you move on, remember me, Remember us and all we used to be I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile. I've watched you sleeping for a while. I'd be the father of your child. I'd spend a lifetime with you. I know your fears and you know mine. We've had our doubts but now we're fine, And I love you, I swear that's true. I cannot live without you. Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. And I still hold your hand in mine. In mine when I'm asleep. And I will bear my soul in time, When I'm kneeling at your feet. Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow. I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
stepping on your garbage
9:27 PM
wah. shock. hmm. really shock. my essay? right.
TODAY WAS A WEIRD DAY.
at first i was really emo and sadded and very very very SLEEPY.
i slept through a lil bit of physics, the whole of recess, a lil bit of philo and SS.
wow.
then we went to lwssom for RS! SO COOL. song arrangement. i saved it in my floppy!! and now i listen to it i'm like YUCK I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S THAT HORRIBLE sigh..
and now i also realise that we have to add in the drumstyles as another track, not as extra track.
dots. gut feelings should be followed. but for now i shall listen to what i have so far over and over and over again and make sure i know how to play it and then re record it the next time. HAVE TO. it really sucks. and many many bits are off beat. ><
man i'm lousy.
ohwell. then we need to add in the drums and strings. bleh. rubbish i think i suck at music arrangement. ><
i wish my cam battery wasnt so screwed up though then i can take many many many pictures. am i mistreating it?? uh oh i dunno.
ahaha. TOMORROW VDAY LEH! I GOT NO V FOR THE DAY. >< HAHA ANYONE WANT TO DATE ME. xD
kidding okay i have some stuff to do. WHICH I SHOULD HAVE DONE LONG TIME AGO COS NOW IT'S JUST A PILE.
只剩下钢琴陪我弹了一天
stepping on your garbage
7:16 PM
lalalalalalala life is wonderful.
haha I'VE BEEN DOING MY HOMEWORK AMAZING RIGHT SOMETIMES LATE BUT WHO CARES I'VE BEEN DOING MY HOMEWORK. =D
YAY.
stepping on your garbage
11:31 PM
I WANT TO BE THERE.
but you won't let me, will you.
why do i even bother?
stepping on your garbage
10:05 PM
I WANT TO FLY!
i wish i had the choice to stay out till late every day. at least every weekday. and i was wondering why i looked forward to wednesdays.. apparently it's cos i get to stay out till 9+.
i just don't want to go home anymore. there's nothing for me at home, nothing but loneliness. i hear my friends all saying they want to go home. but i dont. and.. i just dont look forward to anything but wednesdays.. i get to see the friends i hold so dear in my heart.
and i see people i used to know just.. falling. i wish i could help them, but i don't have the courage, i don't have the strength. when i am falling there are many around me whom i trust to catch me. i want to catch too.
and it hurts that i never had the opportunity.
stepping on your garbage
3:56 PM
