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I WANT TO FLY!

i wish i had the choice to stay out till late every day. at least every weekday. and i was wondering why i looked forward to wednesdays.. apparently it's cos i get to stay out till 9+.

i just don't want to go home anymore. there's nothing for me at home, nothing but loneliness. i hear my friends all saying they want to go home. but i dont. and.. i just dont look forward to anything but wednesdays.. i get to see the friends i hold so dear in my heart.

and i see people i used to know just.. falling. i wish i could help them, but i don't have the courage, i don't have the strength. when i am falling there are many around me whom i trust to catch me. i want to catch too.

and it hurts that i never had the opportunity.

stepping on your garbage 3:56 PM